(( In Love with a View, Mojave 3 )) I had a plan That was built on thinking too long Canadian winters At home with your sisters the romance was hard to ignore You were beautiful I was happy to fall So happy to fall I remember you searching I thought you were searching that´s how I picked up the phone Happy to hear you remembered the view So glad to assume it was fate I thought at the time it was clear I thought at the time it was clear So I stood at the station With a plan and a pocket of poems Heroically tragic Bearded and blind with obsession I´m a car without hope Too close to the ditch to go far I showed you my field I said this is my field But you weren´t impressed You said why are we here Your motives are clear In this room with a view and so much of you is so far from here it's so far from here it's so far from here it's so far from here Oh my heart It just fell apart And i wished I could show you The same view of you by the window and me feeling fine And me just feeling fine Yeah me just feeling fine (( No Children, The Mountain Goats )) I hope that our few remaining friends Give up on trying to save us I hope we come up with a failsafe plot To piss off the dumb few that forgave us I hope the fences we mended Fall down beneath their own weight And I hope we hang on past the last exit I hope it's already too late And I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here Someday burns down And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away And I never come back to this town Again in my life I hope I lie And tell everyone you were a good wife And I hope you die I hope we both die I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow I hope it bleeds all day long Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises We're pretty sure they're all wrong I hope it stays dark forever I hope the worst isn't over And I hope you blink before I do Yeah I hope I never get sober And I hope when you think of me years down the line You can't find one good thing to say And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out You'd stay the hell out of my way I am drowning There is no sign of land You are coming down with me Hand in unlovable hand And I hope you die I hope we both die (( Reservations, Wilco )) How can I convince you it's me I don't like When I've always been distant and I've always told lies for love I'm bound by these choices so hard to make I'm bound by the feeling so easy to fake None of this is real enough to take me from you Oh I've got reservations about so many things but not about you I know this isn't what you were wanting me to say How can I get closer and be further away From the truth that proves it's beautiful to lie I've got reservations about so many things but not about you I've reservations about so many things but not about you not about you not about you not about you it's not about you (( Old Fashioned Way of Speaking, TW Walsh )) Old fashioned way of speaking, all the pipes are leaking if you notice it. This dent is now a crater, it's not even any later than I think it is. A fortune worth repeating, all this cowardice is fleeting if you fall for it. I saw orange turn to brown. The transformation made a sound, you might have heard it before. If it was permanent, the world would mean a whole lot less. To stay awake for it takes more steam than I have left. A traitor for a living, just got tired of the giving and the parliament. Enamored with the treason, that's not any kind of reason to go through with it. The car is overheating. The written word will lose it's meaning if you fall for it. There are motors in the ground. They make the most amazing sound, you might have heard it before. (( A Better Son/Daughter, Rilo Kiley )) Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move awake but cannot open my eyes and the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can't breath and hope someone will help me this time your mother's still calling you insane and high swearing it's different this time and you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her and that godnever blessed her insides then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things and crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide and you loved things just because like the sick and the dying and sometimes when you're on you're really fucking on and your friends they sing along and they love you but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks in its absense but you'll fight and you'll make it through you'll fake it if you have to and you'll show up for work with a smile and you'll be be better you'll be smarter more grown up and a better daughter or son and a real good friend and you'll be awake and you'll be alert you'll be positive though it hurts and you'll laugh and embrace all your friends and you'll be a real good listener you'll be honest you'll be brave you'll be handsome you'll be beautiful you'll be happy your ship may be coming in you're weak but not giving in to the cries and the wails of the valley below your ship may be coming in you're weak but not giving in and you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them... (( April 6, 2039, Pedro the Lion )) Here we have our dust free dining set We guarentee it won't collect a spec Freeing up the children to instead Grow into your molding Heed more of your scolding Go early to their new self-making beds It seems like you'd be tired of losing face Like you'd want to put the children in their place The more you have to tell them to do their chores The more you run the risk of being ignored If you're lucky they'll turn out as good as you You tell them that they're good kids But you know that it's not true Your father drank a little You're on liver number two Progress has a way of feigning ease Convenient new inventions bait the tease For though it is impossible to cure A husband bent on cheating The oxygen's depleting A child who's always bragging A wife's persistent nagging We're equipped to live as though it were If you're lucky they'll turn out as good as you You tell them that they're good kids But you know that it's not true Your father drank a little You're on liver number two ((The Ice of Boston, The Dismemberment Plan)) Pop open a bottle of bubbly, yeah. Here’s to another goddamn new year. And outside, 2 million drunk Bostonians Are getting ready to sing "Auld Lang Sine" out of tune. I sit there in my easy chair, looking at the clouds, orange with celebration And I wonder if you’re out there. Hey! The ice of Boston is muddy And reflects no light, in day or night And I slip on it every time Pop open a third bottle of bubbly Yeah, and I take that bottle of champagne Go into the kitchen, stand in front of the kitchen window And I take all my clothes off, take that bottle of champagne And I pour it on my head, feel it cascade through my hair And across my chest, and the phone rings. And it’s my mother. And she says "HI HONEY HOW’S BOSTON?" And I stand there, all alone on New Year’s Eve Buck naked, drenched in champagne, looking at a bunch of strangers Uh, looking at them, looking at me, looking at them, and I say: "Oh, I’m fine Mom, how’s Washington?" Hey! The ice of Boston is muddy And reflects no light, in day or night And I slip on it every time Hey! The ice of Boston is muddy And reflects no light, in day or night And I slip on it every time, time, time, time, yeah- So I guess the party line is I followed you up here. Well, I don’t know about that. Mainly because knowing about that would involve knowing some pathetic, ridiculous, and absolutely true things about myself that I’d rather not admit to right now. Woke up at 3 A.M. with the radio on, that Gladys Knight and the Pips song on About how she’d rather live in his world with him Than live in her own world alone And I lay there, head spinning, trying to fall asleep And I thought to myself: "Oh, Gladys, girl, I love you but, oh, get a life!" Hey! The ice of Boston is muddy And reflects no light, in day or night And I slip on it every time Hey! The ice of Boston is muddy And reflects no light, in day or night And I slip on it every time (( Blue and Wonder, Richard Buckner )) I've been stunned And I've been turned I've been undone and burned I saw you as the answer to Years of blue and wonder Your voice shakes me through But you don't know what I might be You haven't seen the worst of me But when your eyes move up I'm silent Put your arms around me And pull your mouth up to mine And that's the word I forget sometimes It's the one that means The love has left your eyes I'm thinking now when I first knew I was lying with a stranger You were curled up with a paper In your little SOMA room The telephone was pouring blue And when I hung up with you I was sick and sad and wished I had A kiss to bring you over Put your arms around me, dear And pull your mouth up to mine And that's the word I forget sometimes It's the one that means The love has left your eyes I'm wondering of you now And what happened to you I remember words That were said and sighed and written But I hear things, you know I hear the bottle broke us down But not a word from you yet There's things that Even a drunk will never forget (( Flight Test, The Flaming Lips )) I thought I was smart, I thought I was right. I thought it better not to fight I thought there was a virtue in always being cool. So it came time to fight, I thought I'll just step aside And that the time would prove you wrong And that you would be the fool. I don't know where the sunbeams end and the starlights begin It's all a mystery Oh to fight is to defend If it's not now then tell me when would be the time that you would stand up and be a man A vote to lose I could accept, but to surrender I just wept And regretted this moment Oh that I...I was the fool. I don't know where the sunbeams end and the starlights begin It's all a mystery And I don't know how a man decides what's right for his own life It's all a mystery 'Cause I'm a man, not a boy And there are things you can't avoid You have to face them when you're not prepared to face them. If I could, I would But you're with him now, it'd do no good I should have fought him, but instead I let him... I let him take it. I don't know where the sunbeams end and the starlights begin It's all a mystery And I don't know how a man decides what's right for his own life It's all a mystery. (( A King at Night, Bonnie "Prince" Billy )) There is grime on my face There is crust in my eye There is no-one in the place But no-one said goodbye This is how I start another day in my kingdom There is hate in my heart This is how my day starts There is blood on my hands From the murder of a man This is how I start another day in my kingdom And where is my queen She's as gone as can be She was a fine looking lady And she liked to go down on me And I liked to go down on her too In Indya there's the taj On good times there was rog And here-ee look and see All there is is me This is how I start another day in my kingdom This is how I start another day in my kingdom There are good times to be had Only insane's really bad The lord and I agree It's not too off to be What we are As long as we're royalty You fuck and what's to do It's not your kingdom too (( Crooked Vein, Herman Jolly )) I met you on Main Street, You became my main dream Now I'm drunk at the fishing stream I can't remember your last name You think I bought you that wedding band? I dug it up in the seaside sand I'm cheap and I'm mean and you're as sweet as sugar cane Gonna stick a straight razor in my crooked vein My eyes are blurry, If I had friends they'd all be worried Can't believe your going back to Tennessee 90 proof ain't proof enough for me If I don't stay exactly high, When I say high I mean 10 liquor bottles high I forget to remember to forget Gonna stick a straight razor in my crooked vein Carries cold blood to my crooked heart Down the body to my liver part That alcohol's been tearing apart (( Feelin' Good Again, Robert Earl Keen )) Standin' down on Main Street across from Mr Blues In my faded leather jacket and my weathered Brogan shoes A chill north wind was blowin' but the spring was comin' on As I wondered to myself just how long had I been gone So I strolled across old Main Street, walked down a flight of stairs Stepped into the hall and saw all my friends were there A neon sign was flashin' "Welcome come on in" It feels so good feelin' good again My favourite band was playing' an Otis Redding song When they sang the chorus everybody sang along Dan and Margarita were swayin' side by side I heard they were divorcin' but I guess they let it slide And I wished I had some money with which to buy a round I wished I'd cashed my paycheck before I came to town But I reached into my pocket found three twenties and a ten It feels so good feelin' good again There was old man Perkins sittin' on his stool Watchin' Butch and Jimmy John talkin' loud and playing pool The boys from Silver City were standin' by the fire Singin' like they thought they were the Tabernacle choir And I wanted you to see them all, I wished that you were there I looked across the room and saw you standin' on the stair And when I caught your eye I saw you break into a grin It feels so good feelin' good again I wanted you to see them all, I wished that you were there I looked across the room and saw you standin' on the stair And when I caught your eye I saw you break into a grin It feels so good feelin' good again It feels so good feelin' good again